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And whenever I try to mention something considered intellectual I feel like I'm being pretentious and arrogant. Even though whenever I do I add the disclaimer that I actually have no clue what I'm talking about.
And maybe the reason I write about so many different things is that outside of anything that's "my field" it's excusable that I don't actually know anything.
Wikipedia informs me that this is called impostor syndrome. That's great, how do I get rid of it?
All I think about my grades too is that my teachers must like me... because I'm not as awful and disruptive as some other people? (Except in sport, this one I truly do deserve worse, I skipped half the time).
That I keep informing everyone how I'm stupid and inept and totally walk into trees all the time does not help with talking to people, of course there's no good way to reply to that.
And maybe the reason I write about so many different things is that outside of anything that's "my field" it's excusable that I don't actually know anything.
Wikipedia informs me that this is called impostor syndrome. That's great, how do I get rid of it?
All I think about my grades too is that my teachers must like me... because I'm not as awful and disruptive as some other people? (Except in sport, this one I truly do deserve worse, I skipped half the time).
That I keep informing everyone how I'm stupid and inept and totally walk into trees all the time does not help with talking to people, of course there's no good way to reply to that.
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